my journey through life

Months..... then Days

2006-11-25T05:40:00.000-08:00

I cant wait to go home.. but before that I should get over this term with passing grades... All my tasks done!!! No to love life muna!! hahahaha... Tama na muna ang pagiging stalker hahahah!! I miss my parents and 4 sisters... 3 of them wear glasses.. hahahaha..... Well.. I just want to be home and rest with my familty and be with them as I spend my happy Christmas... No more tears!!! Hahahahaha!!!!

Bye Mr. Puno

2006-10-03T03:27:00.000-07:00

Sir Puno, our ever dear Prefect of Discipline passed away last Sept. 29.. it was so sad for us Marisians to lose uch a great perosn like him.. i feel so sad that i wasnt there to see him for the last time.. to be able to say goodbye to a person who became part of our life as a Marisian.. from Crusaders.. through my tardy days.. he was there always joking around and giving us proper insights on things.. well.. as mama said.. that life is really too short.. the one goes and the other.. we dont know when.. but it is so sad.. to lose a person yet s important to you!! well.. mami.. went there last sunday and she told me that there was a tribute made for sir puno.. it really saddens me most that life has yet to become like this.. yet life has become so unfair to people like us..

Life these DAYS!!!

2006-08-16T18:43:00.000-07:00

Wow... its almost been a month since i havent posted anything from the blog hahahha.. Well life sucks l8ly with math circle, my studies, my health... my life... hahah!! its damn bad! that i have to carry these all by myself without showing everyone how i truly feel.. it hurts deep inside while i try to think and imagine things that are happening to me... i know it kills me but somehow i know i must be strong and fight it til the end. Even if I know that the road getting there is too narrow and tough.. I just hope I would not fail with all the things that I want to happen in life.

Emotions!!! It sucks!!

2006-07-15T08:16:00.000-07:00

hahahha.. despite my busyness.. ang katamaran ku anjan pa rin.. bakit ba di ako masya!!

wat the hell is my problem!!

lagi na lng aku di kontneto!!

wat the hell do i want in my life

im just sick and tires worries about the future

yet i worry about it but i dont do anything about it

stupid me

is this karma or what!!

just tell me

coz i really dont understand now

i am really confused

Problems!!!!

2006-07-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

it has been more than one month since i updated my blog.. but well.. im depressed l8ly...

lots of things to think about

maybe my head goes up and down

thinking about this stupid stuffs

115

intoset

math circle

math camp

treasurer

santugon

my self

my family

my relationship with god

my love life

its all in my head and it really makes me go damn insane!!!

kinakaya ku na lng!!!

i hope i will!!!

sana!!!

Depression.. hahaha

2006-06-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

hahaha
life is really good...

its been hell

hhahaha

im so paranoid and well depressed coz i cant understand anything from diesto

hehehhe

well

math circle sucks

and santugon kills me

well!!

so so happy!!!

PROV again!!

2006-05-24T11:35:00.000-07:00

I again went to PROV with the CAPSTAT 16 block!! it was fun!! Marica was totally insane! so hyper! that sometimes hahaha!! well!! we sang totally crazy things well!! i hope that we would again go to prov!! hahaha!! i then finihed math circle stuffs.. the budget proposal and the reimbursements, including the receipts and we had our santugon series of meetings well.. it was tring but it is ok.. i also studied for rels.. made the list for math camp.. studied the manual... scanned a little for 115... well... i hope it will be ok tomorrow!1 time to sleep its almost 3 in the morning hahaha!!

My Girl

2006-05-24T11:31:00.000-07:00

I again watched a Koreanovela hhaha!! My Girl! so damn beautiful!! the guy there was so cute!! the attributes i so wanted tall, white, and handsome! most preferably chinese.. the good thing about him is that he doesn't look korean hahah!! well! that was one of the reason i watched.. well.. so happy! but i did realize that life can be so bad.. that indeed lies are used to hide and keep to ourselves what we truly feel.. we constantly lie maybe to help us and make us happier despite the fact that we are really hurt deep inside.. but indeed lying can be the answer to your deep questions if you really would seek the answers from within!! Love comes within sacrifices even lies may involve for the ake of the person you wanted your whole life!!

Medical Mission

2006-05-24T11:27:00.000-07:00

Well.. this is my second time to join the medical mission the last time was in Antipolo, now in Marikina, but still the same work hahaha!! well DENTAL ASST. hahah!! It was really hard coz we stood for almost 10 hours to assist the dentist.. we have to segregate the tools, throw the tooth, throw the blood stains, prepare water, give medicines, prepare and get the waivers from people, attend to the dentist's needs.. prepare for the medisines most especially the anesthesia!! it was so fun yet so tiring i had so much fun!! but the thing is that waaah!! my feet damn hurts!! hahahah!! well lyf is always like that!! but stil i am glad to have helped other people despite my busy schedule!! hehehe!!!

Videoke!! Mami Pacqiee!!

2006-05-24T11:24:00.000-07:00

well.. Last Friday!! we planned to watch da vinci code too bad.. hahahha!! well!! we havent watched it instead.. we went to glorietta hahaha!! i met my roommate's best firend who was also fun to be with.. all the time we are laughing coz she insists that one of their friends mel doesn't have money and she is making a joke out of it! we ate at tokyo with our chopsticks hahaha!! well!! it was so fun!! i thought divya would go earlier but well i went ahead. then we went to providence and had our tripping hahaha!! singing to the max!! we went as high as 97 hahaha!!! well!! i had so much fun!

Damn Schedules

2006-05-16T08:24:00.000-07:00

Actually.. I do h8 my life now... With lots of schedules.. responsibilities.. paranoia... pressure.. Eventually I could not barely digest them and take this all inside my head!! hahaha!! that Santugon thing! Math Circle! ahahahah!! well!! so happy that I had positions but well the responsibilities hahahah....

I Love Ms. Alana

2006-05-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

I never really did expect to pass in this 114.. I expected another horrifying 0.0 well.. it didn't happen.. It was more on what I did expect.. I was so happy about that.. My hard work did pay off.. I really love Ms. Alana teaching and super thanks to her for the grade she gave me... So so happy!!

Shall We Dance??!!!

2006-05-16T08:18:00.000-07:00

waahhh.. im into dancing again... i watched shall we dance and take the lead.. damn... waaahh!! i really loved it!! what the hell has happened to me!! waaah!! the music i heard form pe class.. waahh.. i heard it again... well.. i really loved the song... i dont know waaaaaaaah!!!! but i realized i wanted to dance it to the guy i love!! hhehee!! to make it even more romantic and exciting!! stupid me!!

LPEP Days

2006-05-11T06:38:00.000-07:00

Since 114 is over and STAT being next to the finish line on Monday!!! WEll, LPEP Days are next hehehe.. the FROSH WELCOMING.. has not been new but still I was overwhelmed by the fact that I AM NOT ANYMORE A FROSH!!!! hahahaha!!! After this.. a time for rest and training on Saturday.. Surely, I'll survive all of it!

Damn FINALS

2006-05-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

The finals honestly was very easy IF ONLY I understood the concepts of Cases 1-9 because I got a hard time integarting stuffs, then that made my exam a bull's eye.. lots of errors due to wrong integration.. well.. can't do anything.. but still the good thing is I know how to do things.. and I really understood the concepts... Well I expect a passing grade OF COURSE!! Thanks to Ms. Alana.. Well.. so happy still...
More practice is the thing that is lacking... Well good luck.... Hahahah!!!

Definition of HELL!!!

2006-05-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

Well.. life has been so KIND to me lately... It makes me so sick of living the days and it makes me want to die when I force myself living to all these facts that I must survive because I chose this. To start with what is HELL?

Hell is when you try to prioritize your STUDIES!

1. Math 114 - all the consecutive quizzes and the FINALS
2. INTSTA2 - those boring hours of Miss Ocampo teaching us STATISTICA that is not doing me any good..

Hell is when you have lots of responsibilities!

1. Math Circle - I really now hate my position damn treasurer.. it makes me sick and tired of collecting all those receipts and collect all the memos, prs, and audit it to the CSO

2. Budget Proposal Series... I only made the first draft but my head went nuts on estimating the budget... What is worst I'll be doing the next drsft and memos to be approved by the TREASURER...

3. Ms. Ocampo Girl - I hate it when Miss Ocampo asks me to do this and that because she knows the fact that we have no breaks from our 10 to 3 class.. well.. at least when I ask for an excuse she gives it wholeheartedly.. I hope you did like that term!! hahahha!!

4. Santugon - Another Finance thing and it really sucks now.. after seires of reminders of Divya.. I did realize that it would be another tough job for me! waahh!! well. can't do anything

Good luck to me I guess!!!

Why am I so HAPPY??

2006-04-27T08:03:00.000-07:00

When this year started I was really sad and depressed. Well, I thought I would be feeling like that the whole year! Well it turned out that all my goals were met. Not to the way I wanted it, but it went well. Still, despite my hectic schedule of summer classes form 10-3 and meetings for Math Circle.. So so happy still.. Even if I will eat ony once a day! Well... Hahahah!!

I dont know I just felt something new, something different! Something that makes me really happy! I dont' know if it is connected with the who! But that is not my consideration right now! I am happy, I don't know why and I cant explain it! Hahahaha!! So so happy!

Jaja said that I am in love, well, but I am not sure! But I am really happy and I am sure that is not because of him!

The Adventures of Me and Jaja

2006-04-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

Well.. When I came back to my room here at the dorm.. Hahahaha!! I was so tired but Jaja came to the idea of going to Glorietta! Well, because of boredom, I then agreed to go with her.. Hahahaha!!

Well, we first went to Timezone and played race.. hahahah!! So fun. I got the hard time becuse the screen always told me to REVERSE!! bwahahah!! Stupid Me! Well, I was so happy!! At last! Then the drums thing! I really had problems with my coordination hahaha!! I couldn't get a thing and Jaja laughed at me. Well, after the gong! hahahah!! So so happy!

Starbucks was the next destination, well, I had Mocha lite, masarap pala! well! and the half half shortcut for half full milk and half non fat hhehheeh!! Well, then we decided to go on our last destination.

Wanna know where?

It's the Makati Shangrila Hotel!

It was my first time in that hotel. You know being amazed at hotel! Waah! I was really amazed! Well.. we just went there to go to the CR.. It turned out to be a big adventure to me! Hahahha!! Well!! That's all!

Just so happy today! heehhe!!

CB Sem Meeting Sucks!!

2006-04-21T19:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I attended that damn CB Seminar! Well, it was boring, the Pablo Nicolas Conference Roon was hot! The topics most especially on budget were sizzling hot and I'm afraid I'm gonna bear with it all. Hahaha!! Up next, was the AMT meeting, this was the orientation about surveys. Those people who oriented were nuts! It made the session even more boring than ever! Hahahha!! Last session, the APS, Kat and I didn't listen because we already knew that. We talked about something! Wahahahah!!

Summer dilemmas!!

2006-04-21T19:38:00.000-07:00

Life sucks this summer!

It seems my life has been turned upside down by my summer subjects! Intsta2 and 114! Math Circle Stuffs! Family Stuffs! How can I even divide myself?? Well, I just survived the 3 days, lets w8 and see until May 15 comes, I'll go nuts by then with damn Finals, trainings in Lasallian Aide, meetings of Math Circle, no breakfast and lunch, lots of deadlines most especially the first draft of the proposal that is due on May 10!

Worst, I still have to go back to my aunt's house just to visit my sister. On May 6, it would be my dad! Worst, Finals is coming and deadlines are at its peak! Panic is the most possible feeling that I could feel right now! Well, but patience its just damn 3 weeks, try to pass the quizzes then your off to 115 and others! whee!! so happy!

Good Luck for me! heehhe!!

Course Card Blues and Success!!

2006-04-17T05:35:00.001-07:00

Course Card..
First Time right?

Well..

Stupid things happened

I got 4.0 in intphil and filipi2. Amazingly, intphil was a shock because i got 101% hahaha.. well.. Next, 3.5 in cwts.. A 2.0 in 113 and 3.0 in insta1 and worst a 0.0 bit becmae 1.0 commat!!

I really cried! I cant take another failure!! Well!! I made it whee!!

Summer's next!

114 and intsta2 plus math circle and lasallian aide!! hahaha!!

Good Luck!

Course Card Blues and Success!!

2006-04-17T05:35:00.000-07:00

Book and Movie MArathon!!

2006-04-17T05:28:00.000-07:00

The Holy Week was time for marathons! Indeed I read and watched loads of book and movies! hahahah!

Books!
1. HP6
2. Kisses
3. Teen Idol

Movies!
1. Zathura
2. Wedding Planner
3. Cheaper by the Dozen 1
4. Cheaper by the Dozen 2
5. Venom
6. Peter Pan
7. Ako Legal Wife

TV Shows!
POKEMON!!! bwahahah!!!

I wanted to watch the
1. Mighty Morphin Power Rangers!
2. Jewel in the Palace
3. Just Friends
4. D Lucky Ones
5. Lucky Slevin
6. Take the Lead
7. Ice Age 2!!!!
hahahaha!!!

Holy Week Travels..

2006-04-17T05:22:00.000-07:00

Well. I thought that Holy Week would be my rest week.. well.. it's not! hahahaha!! It made me go to different places hahahah!! First, La Mesa Ecopark. Funny thing is that we got lost and went to the La Mesa Dam instead! Well.. when we reached there.. Loads of people were falling in line to get in. The bad thing is I don't even like the place! hahaha!! It sounds stupid right well! I can't do anything.

Food was great all of my favorites but it was so hot, and it makes me even more weaker! hahaha!! Eni weyz! After we went to Tagaytay to rent a place for my aunt's convention. My cousin went dizzy when we saw a duyan and made him go round and round until he was dizzy! Haaahahaha!!

A place where there are lots of horses and the air that smells like shit. Hahahaha!! I was pissed. Hahahaha!! Poor holy week! No rest!

People Around Me Are in LOVE!!!

2006-04-11T05:42:00.000-07:00

People are in love!

What the hell!

It's creepy and I don't like the feeling!

My roommates are hell in love with tehir guys

Jaja with her boyfriend ej!

Achie Steph with Thomas or Beau!

Eva with Jan jan

Renay with someone!

Therese with her new bf.. Ruel!

damn life!!!!

But me!

I'm alone and unfortunately single

and

is out of love...

wahahahha!!!

They are too happy while I am not!

They got what they want while I don't have.

They have sleepless nights but I do have to because of finals.

They are really excited while I am not!

They are talking on the ohone with their guy and I am there staring at them!

What the hell!!!

hahahaha!!!

Stupid ME!

all is done!!

2006-04-11T03:47:00.000-07:00

waaah!! whee!! im finished!! i did finish taking exams! stat! 113! commat! intphil! i wanna be a d.l.! but im afraid my commat would be so low!! boohoo! no 2.5 in math 113! what the! what will i do! but its much more ok than my feeling last term im not that comfortable! i hope and i wish! hahahah!!!!

well 6 days of sleepless nights!!!

tamad ku grabe!!

2006-04-09T02:31:00.000-07:00

ang tamad tamad ku.. heheehhe.. di pa ako nagaaral! commat pa naman! pero nagbasa ako ng intphil stupid! inayos ku lng naman kasi ang aking friendster! hehehhe!! wala lng! well!! ewan bahala na si batman kung kelan aku mag-aaral! di pa me nagbreakfast and lunch hahahaha!

no 2.5

2006-04-07T09:44:00.000-07:00

damn 113 i cant have 2.5.. but still the thing is that i will pass that would be a good thing! well! nothing to do!

got to go to school tomorrow

1. bring photocopies
2. interview
3. specimen signature to ate carina
4. watch pe dance
5. print commat stuff

Quotes! Damn! Why does these bother me?

2006-04-07T09:23:00.000-07:00

this quote was sent by you know who:

figure out why did this bother me?

it is madness..

to hate all roses because you got scratched with one thorn

to give up on one of your dreams because one didnt come true.

to lose faith in prayers because one was not answered

to give up on your efforts because one of them failed

to condemn all your friends because one betrayed you

not to believe in love because someone was unfaithful or didn't love you back

to throw away all your chances to be happy because you didnt succeed on the first attempt..

i hope that as you go on your way you didnt give in......

NEXT QUOTE by another person!

it's easy to fall for someone..

how? you stop and look at the person..

then realize:

i may find a thousand others who laugh the same way, smile the same way, and even talk the same way

but its hard to find

someone else who could makes my heart beat worth every thump, every release, and every rush.

If you have someone who makes you feel that way, go ahead

FALL!!!

Last quote:

joke time by sam

if

study = no fail

and

no study = fail

then

study + no study = fail + no fail

study(1+No) = fail(1+No)

divide both sides by (1 + No)

STUDY = FAIL!!!

by the ways.. so happy.. my bestfriend has a new boyfriend.. so happy for her! hope she will really be happy!

exciting ym conversations!

2006-04-07T09:19:00.001-07:00

me.. marc.. and che had our sizzling conversations.. well it was fun.. me and marc against nene.. well.. we shared something important.. but the thing is what is in that conference should be left in there! well it was fun then! hehehehe! a nice leisure time after hectic exam schedules!

well!! ill continue chatting with them!

2 exams finished.. 2 more to go next week!

2006-04-07T09:11:00.000-07:00

well.. i did finish my math113 and insta1 finals.. that means 2 more to go.. that would be commat and intphil.. i was really surprised when i saw my grade in intphil and that was 1.5, it was supposedly 2.5 but because of our 25 pts. lacking by our missed class due to saliksik.. we suffered the consequence.. we had other requirements.. damn! so many! havent slept yet!

i ate at kenny roger's with che then ate roasted chicken, and banana split! i missed that!

i hope everything would be finished ! after summer wahahahah!! study again!

after stat!! what is next 113!!

2006-04-06T05:20:00.000-07:00

di pa ako nag-aaral! damn! sobrang pagod ata ako!! natatakot nga aku eh! kasi di pa aku nag-aaral! hahahaha!! ewan ku!! ang tamad ku na atang tao!! pagod lng aku! bakit wala pa akung pahinga! i wana sleep??? hehehehe!! tulog lng ako 1 hour den after aral na naman!! hehehe!! sige lng sana worth it!

Finals..

2006-04-03T21:18:00.000-07:00

finals is fast approaqching.. actually this thursday...
1. intsta1
2. math 113
3. commat
4. intphil

the good thing is that i haven't studied for my exams because im bothered bwahahaa!! but today after my defense.. i will really study! promise!

hheheeheeh........

then after course cards then class again..
i dont' know..

self - discipline...

hahahahaha....

Multitasking and problems equals insanity

2006-04-03T21:01:00.000-07:00

multi tasking.. what its gonna bring me?
within two weeks i have finished all of these:
1. mp..
2. quiz
3. photocopies
4. going to divisoria
5. going to san juan
6. meeting my sis xav
7. wne tot greenhills
8. rockwell
9. glorietta
10. sm ayala
11. tiendesitas
12. sta. mesa - i hate the people her.. they suck
13. ortigas.. paluto
14. once again.. school
15. i finished editting my mp
16. airport
17. studying for the defense
18. i fixed my room
19. i washed my clothes

i don't know but with all of that.. i dont know if i would consider all of them as an accomplishment because I am really sick and tired of doing all such kind of things. Maybe it would be so easy for me tosay that I have done all of these. But the question is am I happy? Well I will give you a direct answer! NO, I am not! I'm sick and tired of life and sometimes I just dont want to do anything to face all of these. I don't know and I'm annoyed with my mom. Well, what the hell! I don't know. Come what may! If it would bring me good then let it happen! Because I just don't want to care about life.

i am worried with lots of things. I want to be happy and free of thinking about my stupid problems but life doesn'tbring me good. It doesn't even matter! What the hell! Hahahah! I want lots of things in life but maybe it is not good for me wishing and bragging that all things will happen. one day.. someday.. i will be happy....

hahahaha... someday........
one day....

people see me as a happy person but i am not!

Hope.. when does it end?

2006-03-28T05:53:00.002-08:00

im just happy that i did finish my mp.. after staying awake until 4 am.. i would really freak out if i havent finished my mp.. bwahahaha... well.. back to my title.. what's with that word HOPe.. I really dont know.. I just thought about it when Ms. Manauat, differenta\iated the meaning of Hope and wish.. I hope.. I hope.. I wish.. I wish..

Well what are my hopes:
1. I could get high grades in Intsta1
2. Despite my crashing grades in Commat i Will still pass
3. A 2.5 in Math 113
4. Tomorrow I will be happy
5. This week will be fulfilling cause my dad and 2 sisters are coming.
6. I would not get sick.

I wish
1. Well, I wish that I would be poof thin.
2. Something would be lost permanently
3. I would be happy as in happy
4. I would have my party on my debut
5. I wish I have an Ipod video 60gb
6. He would love me.. what a wish!
7. I could go back to Davao
8. I could see my bestfriend.

Enough of this.. it's just something that I need to get of my mind. Well I'm feeling sick.

Hope.. when does it end?

2006-03-28T05:53:00.001-08:00

unforgettable experience at che's house

2006-03-04T20:42:00.000-08:00

well.. yesterday was tiring for me before i went ot che's house.. we had our cwts then went to recto to look for my sister's expensive book.. well.. we didn't find any and im annoyed.. lunch came and i went to jollibee to eat then went oto che's house.. when i reached there... well they were watching final destination 3 because they were starting it all over again.. that movie... was waahhh.. so violent.. i cant help it but to freak out on how the people died one after the other after that happy roller coaster ride... the lechon thing.. the blade.. the horse thing.. the boxes and the nails.. the exercise machine.. and the train

we had all the side comments.. and jick told renay that the lrt would go off same as what happened in the movie.. laughtrip.. because renay was so afraid and said that she might not go home... hahaaha. after the movie.. we decided to watch brokeback mountain.. since the start of the story is boring.. we decided to watch close to you... we all laughed of me wanting sam and renay wanting john lloyd..

mcdo.. we decided to order hahaha.. mc chicken.. meal ha! with big time and the mc flurry.. because of gluttony.. we had a hard time finishing what we have eaten.. and the complain of jick about the mc flirry...

close to you became the source of tips on how to handle relationships.. we had our jokes about what we should do.. hahahha..

i dont know but it was really such a wonderful experience even if it was only me, vinci, jick, che, and renay.. it was indeed fun and worth remembering..

i hope we will have this wonderful time together again... i do hope so! someday!

kapoi na ku kaau......

2006-03-02T06:04:00.000-08:00

xenxa na.... di e2 tagalog.. putik na kinabuhi ni.. nganu nibalik na man sad tanan.. makabuang gud.. ambot.. lagot kaau.. nagadahum ku na unta damgu lng ni tanan... nganu sakit lng man gihapun tanan.. ang lyp murag kana ganing horor muvi.. human.. karun kelangan lng nimu kalimtan tanan na murag lay nahitabo unsaon kaha na.. karun human.. kabalu ka sa filing na unta pagkaugma mahuman na tanan.. na unta tana murag wala lng.. kahilakun ku pero di naku magawas kay gikapoi na ku.. pagkahuman.. kelangan nimu ipakita sa tanan nga wala nakay gibati nga nadawat na nimu tanan.. unsa na isa katulun makalimtan nimu tanan.. pagkahuman aning isyu nga daku daw ku.. human pakialam nila ug daku ku.. buot man sila.. nganu di man nila tan-awun ilahang kaugalingun ug unsa ang iyang dieperenxa.. lami gud au makadukduk.. human.. sige lng pag-usa ra ka adlaw mahuman ni tanan ug uki na sa aku tanan.. muluhod man na sila sa aku tanan.. bantay jud lgi ba.. ambot.. unta tanan mawala.. as in dile naku mahinumduman.. ulaw gud bai na ingnun nga uki na.. i kay nabagsak ku.. pagkanalang noh.. unsa na gitopak ka.. oh my god! unsa na xa ako nibagsak.. waaaahhha.. kaulaw naingun naku ni kaya naku ishare.. pero my god ulaw xa.. mao ni cguro ang isa sa maingon nakung dile naku maingon sa tnan tao.. hadluk man gud ku kay baka dle man gud ku madawat.. unsa na man ning kinabuhi na in-ani.. human ambot lang.. unta na.. purpose ni lord tama kay para malipay ku.. ambot.. hadluk na ku sa tanan.. pero human la pa nimu nadawat ang uban... my god... maski unsaon naku naimaginun dile gud kaya... waaaahhhhhhhh.. ambot na lng.. my god.... unta mawala na ni tanan.. naa untay muabot.. di na gud ku kahilak kay la na ku mugawas..... bahala na.. ambot na lng.. pasta na jud kapuya ang kinabuhi...

hiphop sign

2006-03-01T05:07:00.000-08:00

umuwi ako galing skul after this tiring ash wednesday.. sobrang saya ku as in.. grabe.. hahaa.. nakakabaliw.. ayoko na.. well.. la namanng quiz ng math113.. tapos quiz ng commat.. tapos defense.. hehehe.. nakakatawa si sir campena.. inaasar niya ako.. well.. i didi attend mas.. kasi sabi ko sa self ku na.. well.. pag nakapagmass aku at nalagyan ng ash ang akung forehead magiging masya aku.. well it happened.. tapos nggrocery aku.. hahaha.. tapos bili ako ng fud.. hhaaa... tapos pag-uwi ku may bagong sign.. hiphop daw. whwhweeee.. hehehe... ewan... tapos.. naging clz na kami ng hs. pwend ku tapos nging super clos.. shes in luv waaahhhh.. tapos nakatext ku rin si long... wheee!!!! ang saya! ang bespwen ku rin ngtext.. i wana watch clos to you! panu kaya yun?

cont. of hell weeks...

2006-02-20T03:57:00.000-08:00

ngaun.. gising ng maaga pero nsugatan ako.. what the heck dahil sa aking eyeglassess.. yoko nga bumangon eh kasi... wahahaha.. ayoko na... uwi na si papa.. akyat ako ngbyebye.. pero kanina ko pa iniisip na di na ako pasok ng commat.. well... kain ako after commat.. well.. hahaha.. pero super busy tlga... ayoko na.. gusto ko punta ng ongpin kaya lng meh quiz.. i talked with edgar bout something well... c.o. na ako.. hehehhe.. quiz sa intphil too bad i dunno the matrix.. hahahah.. tapos maraming ginawa.. may rumm8 ako ngaun dumating na.. well.. new life... hehhe.. tapos quiz sa stat... di ko pa gawa... hehehe.. tapos bili ng bagong stuffs.. bhla na... heheheh... ganda tlga ng lyp ewan ba!

manila hotel.. nu ba ginawa ku dun? e di ARAL

2006-02-20T03:38:00.000-08:00

putek.. may hangover pa ako nun.. hahahah.. pero still... hahaha.. need to go to my dad.. tapos at least lasing ako gumawa ako ng mp... di ba? hyper.. w8... hahaha... baliw... tapos nung breakfast.. sa mabuhay lounge ng manila hotel.. tumawag yung frend ng papa ko tinanong kung san xa.. sinabi niya sa manila hotel.. wala pang 30mins andun na sa manila hotel.. tapos la xang breakfast pass.. ang demanding ng taong iyan.. as in sabi niya kasama daw xa kaya dapat daw makapasok xa.. panu nga xa makakapasok e la nga xa tiket.. baliw.. di naman xa pres. o vice pres. hahaha.. feeling.. tapos.. hiningi pa yung pas ng frend ng dad ku.. kapal ng mukha.. hahaha.. as in.. grabe.. tapos.. gawa ako mp.. dun ako stay sa rum ng frend ni papa.. habang nagwala sila sa kakapalan ng mukha ng taong iyon. hahaha.. lunch na.. tapos may party hahahha.. sa centennial hall.. first time ako nakapasok.. wow! hehehee! tapos vip pa kami ah! hahahha! tapos nung tym na yun aral ng intphil.. lng pakialaman bahala sila sa buhay nila.. basta ako mag-aaral ako.. beh1 hehehe! grabe as in super tagal ng fud tapos ng mga speech.. ng ambassador.. ng president how boring... hahaha... 1030-330 ang haba di ba.. hahahah.. ayoko na! tapos ang fud una is bred.. wow.. tapos inuuna pa ng malanding waiter ang ababe tapos siya lagi kinakausap.. magtrabaho xa wag maglandi.. hahaah... tapos nun.. ang tagal ng fud.. dalawang rounds ng bread.. spinach soup.. fish fillet.. something pork.. tapos iced alaska... but still ang tagal.. bad thing.. di kami nakakuha ng tiket papuntang china.. annoying pipol.. yung palang makapal ang mukha di na bumalik.. nahya siguro buti naman.. hahaha.. tapos may isang waiter dun na parang si lurch.. galwa.. pat salita... hahhha.. as in tawa tlga ako ng tawa.. tapos bulong ako ng bulong.. lang magawa kundi pansinin kung anong meron sa lahat ng tao.. may isa pa dun.. head coordinator.. ang sexy pero the face ang tanda.. la kami d\sa cabaret noh para mgalandi xa.. huhuhu.. too bad.. lng pumapansin sa kanya.. heheheh.. tapos nun.. hehehe.. ongpin tripping.. bili ng stuffs with ny dad.. tapos.. wahahaha... putek.. tapos nglakad papunta ng post offoce.. ang layo nun.. pero at least mabilis na akong maglakad.. hahahaha... well.. pagdating namin.. bugtong ang inatupag.. hahahah.. ang tagal namin dun.. bwistit n!! pati tatay ku nagsagot nun.. hahahah.. ewan.. tapos.. jeep daw.. hahaha.. tingnan natin kung di ba kayo ililigaw.. so ngfx kmi.. good thing.. hahahaha... tapso kain sa labas.. sarap ng fud pramis.. lalo na ng crabs.. heehhee.. tapos aral pa rin ako... well... tapos nun punta sa hotel with my dad.. i have money na.. heheheheh.. pero alis na si papa... well.. another day pero busy pa rin....

saturday adventure

2006-02-20T03:25:00.000-08:00

i expected that saturday would really be busy but despite its bisiness, it was really fun. I actually liked it because it felt like adveture.. At first I went ot Munitnlupa to have our last CWTS.. well so happy it was the last.. but still wehad problems.. hahha.. then after that we went to Manila Hotel to meet my dad.. hahaha... I was so happy to see him, he was really so good to me. He gave me money. heheheh.. I was with Kat.. we were so stupid because after going to Manila Hotel.. we went back to my dorm.. hehehe.. jeepney banjing banjing.. den mrt.. ehehhe.. andun kami sa pinakaedge para daw makita ni kat kung panu daw magdrive ang driver.. loko tlga! heheheh.. baliw! tapos punta kami rp galleria..hahaha... hinanap namin ang meralco theatre.. kala ko sobrang lapit.. e di pla.. nilakad pa namin ng sobrang layo.. wel.. nakakuha pa si kat ng tiket.. sobrang ganda nga ng mga songs eh.. as in wahhh... emote effect... bakit ba ksi.. pero saya.. at least on time.. tapos.. ahahaha.. yung katawan na song.. nakakaliw.. well i didnt expect na ganun kganda ang concert ng pops.. hahahah... tpaos punta kami the fort.. heheheh,... saya and naglasing ako.. beer and tonic.. heheheh.. tapos ang tagal ap namin nakauwi na kat.. hehehehe.. still it was so happy.. i dont know why... hahahah... it seems a perfect busy day!!!!
tinotopak na naman ako... hahahaha

Banjing.. banjing...

2006-02-16T04:08:00.000-08:00

me, selle, and kat had our ultimate bonding tym after their intsta2 class.. it seemed that we are the three stupidest people who didn't care on what is going on about the world. Well, we went to houseblend and ordered my ever favorite tocino... and the french fries with some kind of toppings.. hehehehe... we talked about our weird problems.. and our loads.. wahahaha.. so many.. yet we havent done anything...

we were so happy...
at least life had been so hehehe happy!

Indolence.....

2006-02-16T04:02:00.000-08:00

wahahaha!! ang katamaran.. bakit nga ba tinatablan ang isang tao.. ang dami pang kelangan gawin pero wala akong ginagawa.. anu na yan? inuuna pa lahat ng mga kalokokhan bago ito.. hahahaha.. nakakaasar kaya.. tinulugan ku pa! ang bait ku tlga! ewan!!

sir tweet.. gave us a bring-home quiz... what is the reason.. well it seemed katamaran din ang sagot.. i watchd the o.c. kanina so masaya na naman ako kasi tinotopak na naman.. hehehe.. i saw seth again.. oh seth ang gwapo mu... hehhehehe...

commat.. i dont understand a thing the mp is due next week.. wahahaha.. halos la pa akong naggawa.. annoying na kaya.. tapos ang cwts patapos na. wala pa rin akong ginagawa... hahahah

ang filipi may essay la pa rin akong ginagawa

dancing..... chachacha

2006-02-15T03:08:00.000-08:00

chachacha.. wahahah.. i love dancing.. the problem is i dont have a class in p.e... well.. ive been dancing during 4th year. but the thing is.. mahirap akong turuan.. but after that ok na.. hahahaha.... still.. i want that steps.. i was really amused with sam's costume.. heheehehe... and the heels... heheheh.. i hope that i was in that class... hahahah.. poor me! i dont have one... so the next time ill take it ill make sure that i would be enjoying it and savoring every experience.. hahahahah... so so jealous... naaasar ako!!!!!

wel... bahala na!!!

there's next tym.. di naman mawawala ang gym

i realized that i had to really trim down.. i ned to go to a gym.. hahahaha.. problem.. no money.... hehehehe....

well that's ol.. hahaha.. stupid me!

just a question?? may be no one can answer me!!!!

2006-02-15T02:57:00.000-08:00

a question can lead to lots of question.. i dont know why? the answer maybe because we cannot answer them.. hahaha!! stupid thinking! but i felt it that way! my question... why do we need to sacrifice and be giving to what others want in your life... and see other people having what they want while you are sitting there... so jealous of what they had... sounds stupid.. but for me its annoying.. why dont i get what i want.. why cant i just wish and then with one wink all that you wanted are there.. hahahaha!!!!

i know no one would be able to understand these questions.. maybe intphil.. has affected me.. heheheh!! why do we follow norms? why cant we do what we want? kill.. spit... sleep.. cheat.. if all those bad things would make us happy and be satisfied with life.. Hahaha!!! im not being violent but life seems so annoying hhahah....

another question.. why are we not happy if we got all the things we want.. common answer.. humans are not satisfied.. why do we study.. because we need to learn.. why do we need to wait.. because its not the right time.. hahahaha!!!! all these questions are quite disturbing...

why do people judge people on what they see and think? why do they just tell it right in front of you without bothering with the feelings that other people would feel.. Just so annoying right!!!! Is this all a dream within a dream and in another dream.. I s this reality? I wish I would just go to dreamland that everyhtingseemed so perfect...

oh damn wishes that does not come true... hahahah!!!

how can a person become genius in math.. just wondering!!!

i have to end this.. nobody can answer this...

according to hegel... everything is a process.. there are different points of view.. so different answers.. so why bother ask... hehehhe.. stupid me! rather poor me!!!!

mcdo trip...

2006-02-15T02:52:00.000-08:00

well.. me and selle.. had fun today.. dunno why? this term it seemed that we had lots of bonding time together.. after a tiring math 113 and her p.e. dance.. we decided to go to mcdo.. we ate just fries and mcflurry just to make time and stress pass... ahahahah... well.. we talked about lots of things.. we talked about dr. gervacio.. he seemed like a ghost.. i never saw him come to z2.. then a moment later he was a few tables away from me talking to someone... then after in a wink of an eye.. he's gone... hehehehe... stupid observation.. im running out of money.. i dont know why? hehehehe.. still... i dont eat much good thing for me.. hahaha... basta makakain ng tatlo o dalawang beses isang araw.. ok na yun... hahahaha... at least we did spend the time happily with all the deep dark secrets spilling out.. we saw someone at mcdo.. its funny hahaahah... i almost did say goodbye o my g-tech.. hehehehe....

Depression... who's fault is this?

2006-02-15T02:43:00.000-08:00

I'm just so pressured.. i don't know why? i just cant explain
hahahaha...
but i think im bothered with these:

intsta1 quiz tomorrow
machine project that i couldnt even understand
application on organizations
the seagames issues on the 30% thing on our salary
113 ever so going fast
cwts endterm report
my schedule on saturday *cwts *pops *frosh party *manila hotel
damn filipi2 lecture forum
secrets.. that are bothering me right now
the papers to be passed
intphil quiz
scheduling a time to be with my dad

how will i do that? waaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!! insanity would be the next outcome of this.

good side: i don't have to think about my own problems... hahahahaha... maybe.. just to give me a break...

bad side: stress... pressure.. crumming... deadlines.. lack of sleep.. eyebags... no o.c.... i have to study.. damn.. i dont even have the time to go out...

Does time management really work? Bakit di ko maggawa? Huhuhu!!! I hate it! Sana i'll survive!!! Hahaha!!! I really really hope!

Good luck to me!

thinking thinking

2006-02-14T03:39:00.000-08:00

ive decided that my debut sa davao na lng.. well.. i seem to have no choice.. but im happy.. i dont know y.. hahahha!!! im so excited.. im planning to bring kat and selle with me! hehehehe!! still... i want to have that party na di ko malimutan.. panu kaya yan.. i dont have any.. hehehehe.. so i wonder.. well..... ang sama.. ang seagemes pa magulo.. bcoz of the money hehehehe.....

hell weeks.....

2006-02-14T03:31:00.000-08:00

i heard these words from jaja.. hell week tlga to.. bcoz she's having her midterms.. damn...

i had problems na...

let me elaborate

i was having a problem with math 113, everything seems so fast.. and im annoyed
i should study for stat.. even if i studied the whole nyt
i have to start with my machine project
the seagames issue
my dad coming
saturday seems so busy... cwts.. pops.. frosh party
be with my dad the whole sunday.. at least may pera and be with him
math circle applications.. undecided pa me eh
lasallian aide.. i havent read it yet
intphil long quiz.. what the heck! its moved to monday.. i couldnt study
cwts endterm report
self concerns.. war between mind and the emotions
i know a lot and i have to keep everything. this seems so good!!!
filipi2... wahhhahaha! well lecture forum!
lastly... i dont know if i could deal with this anymore!

too many too handle.. well maybe ill survive!

why celebrate valentines day?

2006-02-14T03:20:00.000-08:00

when i went to school.. i saw people.. actually lots of people who brough roses.. could i say any occasion that people would buy roses, chocolates on other days. I was so distracted with this site, I was sitting sa Sj walk when I saw people bringging that. Actually, I'm annoyed. I really don't feel this day. Hahahaha! Well... I studied so hard for the quiz. It turned out that it was posponed what the heck! I didn't sleep for that.

well... they had balloons.. i had none.. i hate it.. i was annoyed because of a balloon.. damn me! ang babaw ko tlga! well.. after stat.. me and stat went out... kami na lang ang nagd8.. well.. juz bcoz this was a useless day... well.. we ate at houseblend.. i ate tocino.. then roxanne.. some pasta.. then shared french fries and bought our own shakes.. hahahaha!

after that, we got so bored.. we went to prov.. nagvideoke kami!!! wahaha! juz to be happy once and for all.. we got so high then we forgot that it was almost one.. then on the way.. we saw flags attached in the side of the cars.. then we said.. may naliligaw na mga sasakyan.. kilala mo yun..

hahahahha!!

we had fun!

tumawag me sa davao.. i spoke with my yya.. i heard that my sister was bringing something for the valentine's... nagkabalikan ba ulit sila.. i wonder.. and there's this dickson guy.. well.. kapatid ko pa! maganda yun eh! geek nga lng! annoying..

then i read the yes magazine.. weird me! i read about juday and ryan! weird ryt!

hehhehe! well.. in short my daw was boring.. i ate my favorie fud.. orange chicken.. whee!!!!

well... thats ol for now...